I have not been here for a while and I apologize. The Gabapentin was not working I fainted several times and was having a bad reaction to it and did nothing for the pain. I guess since the doctor never heard of it increasing pain that I was just crazy. Work didn’t take to well me having to call in and see a doctor. I gave them a doctors note but it was dated wrong and only covered one day. Apparently light duty means no matter my condition I have to show up to work even if I have to take a bus or cab. Works, insurance company apparently would rather I was crying, fainting and greeting customers on the job. Okay so be it.
The doctor gave my Lyrica to try next and I don’t think it is working either. Pain is up above 10 some days it can be in the 20’s or higher. I don’t feel comfortable in my skin anymore, I don’t feel like myself. I am afraid of losing this battle. I don’t know if I should tell the doctors I am having night terrors and hearing things now. Voices that I can’t find the owners to. My right arm has sympathy pain to my left and severe stabbing pains in my left chest and coastal rib cage, not to mention I am so dizzy and wobbly with heart palpitations. I don’t want to take the drugs anymore. I can’t concentrate or remember what I was doing. There are a few more side affects but I can’t think of them at the moment.
I am afraid of the doctors here and the surgery, I wish I could afford an unbiased doctor.
Thank you Diary
The unicorns and I have met
The left hand exists